3478: Why I Couldn't Quit Smoking (And How I Did) - The Truth About Free Will by Vironika Tugaleva

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[00:00:27] [SPEAKER_01] 3, 2, go in! This is Optimal Living Daily, Why I Couldn't Quit Smoking And How I Did, The Truth About Free Will, by Veronica Wilde of Veronica.org. And I'm Justin Malik, your very own personal narrator. I read the best articles that I can get permission from to you covering productivity, minimalism, personal development, all that good stuff. And with that, let's get right to another post and start optimizing your life.

[00:00:55] [SPEAKER_01] Why I Couldn't Quit Smoking And How I Did, The Truth About Free Will, by Veronica Wilde of Veronica.org. Quote, Years ago, I found myself sitting in a nearly empty coffee shop across from my college in the middle of a hot August afternoon.

[00:01:21] [SPEAKER_01] School had not yet begun for the semester, but I'd landed a job working with the faculty for my second year and was required to attend several meetings to do planning before the year started. This was how I found myself sitting across from one of my favorite professors who had begun to go on a verbal rampage against modern cognitive psychology. The worst part about it all is this whole thing they spout to people about free will. She stopped to take a sip of her coffee.

[00:01:47] [SPEAKER_01] The more people keep feeding themselves that bull, the more frustrated they're going to be with their complete lack of capacity to change. Wait, I froze, calculating her words. Are you saying there's no free will? Of course there isn't, she exclaimed. I can't remember how I argued with her about it, but argue I did. I do remember losing the argument somehow, and I remember her saying to me something like, I'm surprised at you, Veronica. I thought you'd know better.

[00:02:16] [SPEAKER_01] We changed the topic, but my thoughts stayed on what we'd discussed. I realized for the first time that this was the underlying assumption in everything I was studying. It was the assumption that people always were and always would be completely controlled by their outside environment, with no hope of ever changing themselves at will. I walked her to the subway stop and watched her go down the stairs, my mind cloudy and confused.

[00:02:43] [SPEAKER_01] That was the last day I remember allowing myself to be puzzled before I allowed myself to be indoctrinated. As a good student, I bought what I was sold. As a good scientist, I practiced what I was preached. By that time, the next year, it was I who was wildly proclaiming that free will was a fabrication to the reluctant people outside my area of study.

[00:03:07] [SPEAKER_01] I did not realize at the time what effect my ideas about change and will were having on my life. I was a heavy smoker. I was a drinker. I was an addict. I thought I had an addictive personality. I allowed myself to put things into my body that I doubt most people even know exist. All the while, I suffered for my behaviors, but I blamed them on circumstance and environment.

[00:03:33] [SPEAKER_01] I blamed my childhood and my roommates, my partner and my past. All in all, my capacity to change myself was near zero. Little did I know that this capacity was a direct reflection of what I believed my capacity was. The first time I questioned what I'd been taught was when I decided to quit smoking. I tried to use a procedure that would help me quit by rearranging the circumstances around me.

[00:04:00] [SPEAKER_01] I'd give myself little treats for not smoking and avoid places I usually smoked. I told people around me I was doing it, set up a jar to put all my saved cigarette money into, and arranged for punitive measures in case I failed. I lasted about a week. Confused at my failed efforts, I had no explanation to turn to. I couldn't say that it was a failure of willpower because I didn't believe in willpower. I didn't believe in free will. There was no will.

[00:04:28] [SPEAKER_01] I decided that I'd simply crafted the wrong intervention. I'd have to try again. And again, I tried. That time, I lasted about two months. In that time, sure, I quit smoking, but I gained about 30 pounds. After all, I was addicted to cigarettes because I was predisposed to addictive behaviors, right? I couldn't just quit smoking. I had to replace it with something. Chocolate seemed like a great replacement.

[00:04:55] [SPEAKER_01] Soon enough, I found myself both overweight and smoking again. I was miserable, unhealthy, and confused. Perhaps my first glimpse into the power of our minds to create free will was when I found a book by Alan Carr called The Easy Way to Quit Smoking. I read that book, and never smoked again. I didn't replace it with food. I never suffered. And I never looked back.

[00:05:21] [SPEAKER_01] That caused a profound change in my mind, not only about smoking, but also about my philosophy of human behavior. For the first time, I understood the truth. We don't have free will until we do. I couldn't quit smoking until I understood my power to change my behavior, to change my life. The blind, sheep-like automacy of human behavior is, at best, an astute observation of the way things seem to be right now.

[00:05:50] [SPEAKER_01] Our true potential lies far beyond that. In our thoughts, we hold the power of awareness. In our awareness lie all the riches of happiness, love, and joy. When I recovered from the no free will block, I was suddenly the creator of my own destiny. My health was in my hands. And so was my success. And then there were my relationships.

[00:06:16] [SPEAKER_01] Before I believed in free will, I didn't think there was any choice in how I reacted to people. So any argument, conflict, or misunderstanding would yield a giant, sky-high sign that read, Run! If there was no free will, there was no way to change old patterns, no way to repair broken relationships. I used to think that the only way to keep a relationship running smoothly forever was to keep yourselves from doing and saying certain things.

[00:06:43] [SPEAKER_01] Because once you did anything wrong, or said anything wrong, that would start the irreversible plummet downwards. Now, of course, I don't believe that we should say angry or hateful things. Of course, these are best avoided. What I've learned is that these things do not inevitably drive us into contempt and silence. Our choices do. There is always choice. Always free will. Always a way out.

[00:07:12] [SPEAKER_01] All we have to do is look for it, keep looking, and never give up. Most importantly, free will is something that we discover in ourselves. Once we do, that will relates only to ourselves. We are free to control our thoughts, feelings, and behaviors, not those of others. Only the blind try to control their partners. Those who can see clearly, they control themselves. Soren Kierkegaard said,

[00:07:40] [SPEAKER_01] People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use. People will blame their partners and demand to be heard. Their demands go unmet, and they turn sour while they leave unopened, the great gift of conscious awareness. The secret of free will is self-awareness. The power of self-awareness is the power of profound behavior change. It's not just the power to quit smoking.

[00:08:10] [SPEAKER_01] It's the power to quit playing small and settling for less. And that's something we all deserve to do. You just listened to the post titled, Why I Couldn't Quit Smoking and How I Did, The Truth About Free Will, by Veronica Wilde of Veronica.org. And I'll be right back with my commentary. Thank you to Veronica. I like how she emphasized that this applies to so many different areas of life.

[00:08:39] [SPEAKER_01] Over on Optimal Finance Daily, we sometimes hear about how people believe they're just bad with money, and we'll always be in debt or living paycheck to paycheck, as if it's some unchangeable trait. But it could be that these beliefs themselves can be the biggest obstacle to change our own mindset. The same with health, I think. For me personally, I always thought I had an all-or-nothing mindset. So if I wasn't all-in on an exercise program,

[00:09:09] [SPEAKER_01] then I wouldn't do anything at all. But after reading thousands of articles here on the podcast, seems pretty obvious now, but I learned that I just wasn't finding what I actually enjoy when it comes to exercise, and that it's okay for what I enjoy to change over time. Again, the obstacle was pretty much just myself, not some predetermined trait. So do you believe that change is possible? And if not, what might help you think differently?

[00:09:39] [SPEAKER_01] It's good stuff to think about today. And with that, have a great rest of your day, and I'll see you tomorrow for the Friday show, where your optimal life awaits.